Step 1 in Celebrate Recovery:
1. We admitted we were powerless over our addictions and compulsive behaviors, that our lives had become unmanageable. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.
For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. Romans 7:18 NIV
One of the things Karen and I have been doing recently is attending a Bible study in another town close to Willimantic where there are many people both new to a relationship with Jesus and also to living sober one day at a time. We have developed a passion for this and Karen, in particular, has reached out to some of the girls that are new (and some not so new) to forge strong friendships as we fellowship together on our journey to be more Christ-like every day.Having been a longtime member of a 12 step organization, I am not so worried about fighting the urge to have another drink or use another drug -- although I know that it is important to remember where I came from, so I don't return. The point of going to meetings on a regular basis is to give back to others what God has so freely given to me. I must remember that it is God who has given me the gift of sobriety, not a group of people or some human organization. It is God, plain and simple. Becuase it is a gift from Him and I am His, I must go where he sends me and do what ever it is He wishes for me to do. Failure to comply with His will for my life always cause me discomfort and robs me of some measure of joy I might have otherwise had.
All of the above having been written, it is important to mention my feelings toward secular 12 step fellowships and why I feel drawn to places like "Celebrate Recovery." Secular 12 step organizations such as Alcoholics Anonymus, Narcotics Anonymous and Overeaters Anonymous all have their place in introducing people to the spiritual principles and way of life the steps direct us to. They can be essential in drawing in those who are sick and dying from the disease of addiction and giving them an opportunity to form bonds and build a relationship with a Higher Power who will help them solve their problems -- who might not venture into something they thought "religious" in its nature.
The pastor of the church I attend is talking about having some sort of "recovery church" in the Willimantic area to help serve the needs of those who can identify with the disease of addiction, are not averse to trying a church solution and are willing to do what it takes to find a way out.
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